a reflection

"What do people search for in life?"
This question always appears after I've got my ambition one by one. God always answer my pray and I have never been tired in begging next dream of my life.

When I was kid, unrealized I try to find a big caring from my parents! I loved crying, holler, and used my skill in drawing unmeaning picture on the wall. it just how did I get so much attention of them.

When I was teen, by so big effort I tried to find the identity. As if it's no matter what people around me said, even my parents did so, I just did what I think right. At the time I grow up, I'd fallen to indescribable feeling. I thought it's a feeling called by 'love' because I started to be insane. Go back to the,'no matter what people said to me', doing something stupid was so often in my teen's. I must confessed that the higher emotional stick on my walk.

And now here I am...
I am in 26. I am who always think twice for every decision I take. I am who always think about the future. I am in a busy of my a lot of great plans. I am with a big part of this world. I am as a woman ...

so, what would be I am next?? what will I try to find? With whom will I spend a day? And what will search then?
Let's see ... :-)